A powerful shout echoed through the dojo. Bare feet shuffled on the wooden floor, mingling with squeaking sounds, interspersed with the heavy thud of blocked kicks and punches, and the dry crackle of strikes. Haruto desperately defended himself against the fierce onslaught of kicks and punches from his sparring partner, Ishikura. Haruto and Ishikura are equally skilled, both serving as assistant instructors at the Dojima Dojo. Normally, their sparring would involve rapid shifts between offense and defense. However, today, Haruto lacked focus and was entirely on the defensive. Seeing this, Ishikura unleashed his signature high kick from close range. The usual Haruto would have easily evaded Ishikura’s high kick by leaning back or similar moves. But today, lacking concentration, his reaction was slow, forcing him to raise his arm to guard. With a dull thud, Ishikura’s heavy kick landed squarely on Haruto’s arm. Even Haruto, guarding with only one arm due to his delayed reaction, couldn’t fully withstand Ishikura’s kick. He staggered slightly, then stumbled in place. “Hey, Haruto. You’re slow today, aren’t you?” Ishikura said, maintaining his stance after the high kick. “Sorry, Kazu-senpai. My mind was a bit distracted thinking about something.” Haruto replied with a wry smile, lightly shaking the arm that had taken the kick. “You’ll get injured if you space out too much, you know?” “Yes, sir. I’ll focus.” Haruto exhaled briefly and refocused his attention. Seeing Haruto’s serious gaze, Ishikura also reset his stance, and their sparring resumed.
After working up a sweat sparring with Ishikura, Haruto finished his practice at the dojo and sat on the floor to stretch and cool down. Ishikura approached him, wiping sweat from his neck with a towel. “Haruto, something bothering you?” Ishikura asked casually, sitting down beside Haruto. “You said your mind was thinking about something during the sparring, too.” “Ah… it’s not really a ‘bother,’ but…” Haruto stopped stretching for a moment, hesitating with a somewhat awkward tone. “It’s like… well… it’s not exactly being close friends, but… what do you think is the appropriate distance with a girl like that?”
“Huh? What’s that supposed to mean?” Ishikura looked a bit taken aback by Haruto’s words, which were completely unexpected. “Is the thing you were thinking about romance-related?” “Uh… well… I guess? How should I know?” “How should I know? Don’t ask me,” Ishikura said exasperatedly. From behind him, Shizuku suddenly appeared. “What is it? Are you two having a girl talk?” “Whoa?! Hey, Shizuku! Don’t just appear from behind me! You’ll give me a heart attack!” Ishikura spun around, and Shizuku gave him a deadpan, scrutinizing look. “Kazu-senpai, this is where you should have said, ‘Don’t stand behind me. You’ll get hurt,’ with an evil grin and a whisper. What a waste.” “Who’s got an evil face?! And what do you mean ‘waste’? I don’t get it.” “It was a chance to increase Ishikura Kazuaki’s Infamy Index, that’s what I mean. More importantly, Haru-senpai, did you get a crush on someone?” Shizuku casually brushed off Ishikura, ignoring his protest, “Don’t just make up weird indexes!” and stared intently at Haruto. “Ah… well…” Haruto scratched his head with one hand, avoiding Shizuku’s gaze. Shizuku took a step closer to him. “Haru-senpai, if you need love advice, I think I can help you a billion times more than Kazu-senpai.” “Hey, that’s exaggerating, isn’t it?” “Because Kazu-senpai, can you even talk to a woman for more than three minutes without making her cry?” “I’m talking to you for more than three minutes right now!” “I know Kazu-senpai is a hidden maiden, so that doesn’t count.” At Shizuku’s words, Ishikura looked slightly fed up, saying, “Hidden maiden? Who?” “So, Haru-senpai, who do you like? Is it me? Okay, let’s date.” “Heh heh… Thanks, Shizuku. I’ll ask for your advice again sometime.” Haruto smiled at Shizuku, who was still joking around. “I should get going soon. See you.” Haruto finished his stretching and headed alone to the changing room. “Hey, Shizuku. Do you really think he’s got a crush on someone?” “I don’t know… But… I think it’s a good thing… if Haru-senpai gets a girlfriend.” Shizuku mumbled softly, and Ishikura looked at her. However, he couldn’t read any emotion from her face, which was even more expressionless than usual.
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Haruto felt sweat collecting in his palms as he followed Ayaka up the stairs.
“This is my room,” Ayaka said, opening the door. “…Excuse me for intruding.” Haruto bowed slightly before entering Ayaka’s room. The room of the ‘School Idol,’ rumored to be the cutest girl at his school. Her room was just a very ordinary girl’s room. If he had to point out anything characteristic, it would be that the room was slightly larger than Haruto’s, and the wall was lined with bookshelves packed tightly with manga and novels. “It’s a very nice and clean room.” “Heh heh, thank you. I’ll get drinks now. Please wait and sit on that cushion over there.” Saying this, Ayaka left the room for a moment. Left alone in the room, Haruto looked around restlessly. A classmate’s room. That alone was enough to make him nervous. Adding to that his feelings for Ayaka and the fake relationship situation, Haruto repeatedly shifted uncomfortably on the floor cushion. Every breath he took, a gentle, pleasant scent tickled his nostrils, making his heart pound faster. Haruto’s gaze darted around the room, filled with the same fragrance that occasionally wafted from Ayaka’s hair. There, Haruto’s eyes fell on the cushion he was sitting on. He then looked at the cushion placed right next to it. Cushions lined up almost without any gap. In front of him was a table perfect for studying. The only other places he could sit in this room were probably the bed or the study desk chair. Haruto looked at the adjacent cushion, which was lined up without a gap, once more, then subtly pushed it away slightly to create some distance. Just then, Ayaka returned with drinks and cups on a tray. “Thanks for waiting, Haruto-kun. Is barley tea okay?” “Ah, yes. Excuse me, thank you.” Ayaka placed the tray on the table in front of Haruto, then naturally sat down on the cushion next to him. When she sat down, she made sure to push the cushion back into the tightly packed position, closing the small gap Haruto had made. “…” “…” Haruto and Ayaka sat side-by-side, close enough that their shoulders were touching. “Uh… well… I’ll have some tea…” “Uh, okay. Go ahead.” As Haruto reached out his arm to grab the cup on the table, he brushed against Ayaka next to him, and his heart rate increased another notch.
Haruto only intended to take a sip, but before he knew it, he had chugged more than half the cup of barley tea. “Were you thirsty? Do you want a refill?” “No, I’m fine.” Haruto waved his hand to decline Ayaka’s offer. After a brief silence, Ayaka tentatively spoke. “S-So… should we… start practicing being a couple?” Haruto felt a flutter in his chest seeing Ayaka’s cheeks flush with slight embarrassment as she spoke. “Yes… Um, what kind of things should we… start with?” Remembering that physical closeness had come up in their previous conversation, Haruto asked cautiously. “Okay. First, I was thinking we could change the way you talk, Haruto-kun. How about that?” “The way I talk? What do you mean?” Ayaka looked at Haruto, who tilted his head slightly, and said, “That, that polite way of talking.” “Your way of talking is too polite, it feels a bit distant, or rather, lonely.” “You mean you want me to talk more casually?” “Yeah. We’re classmates before we even act like a couple, so I want you to talk to me more normally.” “I see…” Haruto put a hand to his mouth and nodded. Their relationship began as customer and staff for housework, so Haruto naturally used polite language with Ayaka. However, as she said, it might be perceived as having a bit of distance. “So, should I talk to you like I would a close friend?” “Ah… um…” Haruto tilted his head again at Ayaka’s slightly hesitant reply. “Hmm? Was that wrong?” “N-No, it’s not wrong, but… well, we’re pretending to be a couple, right?” “Yes.” “That means, when we’re pretending to be a couple, I’ll be yours, right?” “Is… Is that how it works?” Haruto gave a vague answer to her words. Ayaka explained to him in a voice filled with a little warmth. “So, you shouldn’t talk to me like you would just a friend. It should be more like… a bit commanding? Something a little forceful and strong would feel more realistic… I think.” “Is… Is that your preference, Ayaka-san?” Haruto asked, slightly bewildered by Ayaka’s request. Then, with a flushed face, Ayaka desperately blurted out. “I-It’s not my preference, or anything! It’s just that generally, in the world, that’s how close couples seem to be! T-That’s all!” “I… I see…” Haruto forced a slight, strained smile at Ayaka’s explanation, which sounded a bit like an excuse. For a couple to seem close, the boyfriend has to talk in a commanding way.
Honestly, Haruto thought this was not general knowledge at all, but he felt hesitant to refuse her request. This couple’s practice was born out of Ayaka’s kindness to go along with his lie. If he refused her request now, wouldn’t he be disregarding Ayaka’s goodwill? While he was thinking this, Ayaka said, looking a little anxious. “Is it something you dislike? I won’t force you if you don’t want to, Haruto-kun.” “Ah, no… Um, what kind of talking is that ‘commanding’ way you mean, Ayaka-san?” When Haruto asked this, Ayaka’s anxious expression completely changed, and her eyes sparkled. “Well! Um, for example… ‘Come closer,’ said a bit brusquely while pulling me in by the shoulder, or ‘This is mine,’ introducing me to others—” “Whoa! Wait a minute! That’s a bit too sudden, or rather, it’s high difficulty… It’s also completely different from my personality…” “Really?” “I’m starting to worry about how you see me, Ayaka-san…” “Haruto-kun, when we’re alone, call me by my first name without honorifics, okay?” Ayaka pointed her index finger at Haruto as if saying, “No!” “Ah… that’s right.” “Then, for starters, how about we try calling me ‘Hey, Ayaka’?” It seemed decided in her mind that Haruto would adopt a commanding tone, and she was pushing the conversation forward. “Are you really going to do this?” “Yep!” Seeing Ayaka’s eyes shining with anticipation, Haruto completely missed his chance to refuse and opened his mouth hesitantly. “…Hey, Ayaka.” Haruto’s attempt at a commanding tone came out a little fast, and Ayaka tilted her head, saying, “Hmmmm.” “Maybe a little more assertive?” “…Hey, Ayaka.” “A little more.” “Hey, Ayaka.” “Just a little more.” “Hey, Ayaka.” “One more push.” “Hey! Ayaka!” “…Okay, maybe.” Ayaka’s cheeks flushed slightly, and she smiled in satisfaction. In contrast, Haruto looked exhausted. “Um, regarding this commanding tone, maybe we can practice it gradually? For now, can we start with the casual tone of close friends?” “But you sounded cool just now, Haruto-kun?”
“…No, please, let’s start with the friend’s tone.” Haruto’s heart wavered just slightly at Ayaka’s compliment. However, Haruto shook his head, thinking about the future. To him, who was bowing deeply and pleading, Ayaka accepted his request, albeit looking a little disappointed. “Okay. Then, let’s practice the commanding tone little by little, okay? Until then, we’ll use the friend’s tone.” Haruto had hoped the commanding tone would be completely forgotten, but it seemed Ayaka wasn’t giving up. Haruto felt a trace of anxiety about the upcoming ‘couple’s practice.’ But Ayaka, paying no mind to his feelings, quickly moved the practice forward. “Okay, next thing is…” “Yes…” Haruto felt a slight sense of caution towards Ayaka’s next remark, especially after her initial rather aggressive request for a “commanding tone.” “Even though we met as classmates originally, it hasn’t been that long since we started talking properly, right?” “That’s right.” “So, I think we should get to know each other better first.” Haruto breathed a sigh of relief at her surprisingly reasonable suggestion. Indeed, if they were a couple, it would be natural for them to know each other well. “Right, Ayaka, you’re right.” “See? Okay, let’s start. What kind of girls do you like, Haruto-kun?” Ayaka leaned forward slightly, looking intensely interested, and Haruto recoiled a little. “W-What kind of girls do I like?” “Yeah. Even if it’s just pretend, it’ll be easier for you to act if the girlfriend is a little closer to your ideal, right?” “No, you don’t have to go that far. As I said before, Ayaka, you are already plenty charming.” When Haruto said that, Ayaka leaned her face a little closer and whispered. “Then, is it okay to assume I’m your ideal girl, Haruto-kun?” “Ah, no… That’s, um…” Haruto stammered and his gaze wandered, flustered by Ayaka’s active expression and moist eyes. “W-Women with beautiful smiles are charming, I think.” Haruto said, looking away from her gaze and speaking desperately. Ayaka smiled faintly, saying, “Heh heh.” “I see, Haruto-kun likes smiles. By the way, do you like my smile?” “Well, yes… Ayaka’s smile is charming to any guy, not just me, I think…” “Heh heh, thank you.” Ayaka smiled happily, and Haruto somehow managed to reply, blushing. “Uh, what kind of guys do you like, Ayaka?” “Huh? Me? I…” After thinking for a moment, Ayaka looked at Haruto softly and said.
“Someone who can do housework perfectly, or cook delicious food, that’s a big plus for me.” “…I-I see, I’ll keep that in mind…” “Yeah. Also, Haruto-kun, you still haven’t changed your way of talking at all.” Ayaka pouted a little, looking slightly dissatisfied. “I’m sorry, I mean… Sorry. It’s hard to change suddenly.” “If you keep talking like this, Grandma will figure out it’s a lie, you know?” “I’m sorry… I’ll try to improve immediately.” “Ah, honorifics again.” At Ayaka’s point, Haruto closed his mouth for a moment, exhaled lightly, then spoke. “Got it. From now on, I’ll try to talk in a casual tone.” After saying that, Haruto suddenly raised his index finger and continued, “But,” “While I’m doing housework, it’s work, so I’ll talk like I always have. Is that okay?” “Yeah. That’s work, so it can’t be helped.” Ayaka nodded, then showed a very happy smile. Haruto asked her, seeing her expression. “Why are you so happy?” “Huh? Well, seeing you talk normally is kind of new.” Ayaka touched her cheek with her hand, looking a little surprised, as if she hadn’t realized she was smiling unconsciously. Seeing Ayaka’s adorable reaction, Haruto’s cheeks flushed as well. “If you grin like that every time I talk, Grandma will get suspicious.” “Am I grinning that much?” Ayaka said, patting her cheeks with both hands. Then, as if remembering something, Ayaka looked at Haruto. “After all, normal couples just casually whisper sweet nothings to each other, don’t they?” “Huh? Uh… I don’t know? Is that… normal…?” Haruto gently denied her statement, as she again brought up her non-standard idea of what’s normal for couples. However, Ayaka gracefully ignored Haruto’s denial and continued. “When a couple says ‘I love you,’ it’s weird to be embarrassed or blush, right?” “No, that’s not weird at all…” “But, but! You never know what situation might come up, so it’s better to practice, right?” Whispering sweet nothings in front of others. Haruto desperately wanted to avoid such a humiliating situation, but Ayaka was already completely geared up for practice. “S-So. I’ll say ‘I love you’ to Haruto-kun, and you reply with ‘I love you too.’ You can’t be embarrassed or blush when you do this, okay? Just say it casually, like it’s part of normal daily conversation between a couple?” He believed it was important to put your feelings into words and convey them to the other person.
Haruto had no objection to that. However, saying it as if it were normal daily conversation felt like they wouldn’t be a normal couple anymore, but just a couple of lovey-dovey idiots. These thoughts filled Haruto’s mind, but before he could convey them to Ayaka, she had already started the practice. “S-So… I-I’m going to say it, okay?” Ayaka said, looking at Haruto with moist eyes, perhaps due to embarrassment. Then, after biting her lip slightly, she slowly opened her mouth. “Haruto-kun… I love you.” “!!” A gasp escaped Haruto’s lips. Her flushed cheeks. Her moist eyes. The distance where he could touch her if he reached out. Looking straight at him from such close proximity, eyes locked. Ayaka’s expression, so beautiful and lovely it made him wonder if she was sculpted by a god. The word, like a confession, spun from her lips. The sheer intensity of it made Haruto momentarily feel as if his heart had stopped. “Ah, no, Haruto-kun! Don’t be embarrassed!” “No, no, no! That’s impossible!” Haruto wholeheartedly denied Ayaka’s protest. It would be weird not to be embarrassed by that. Ayaka’s words just now were trying to force a smile onto Haruto’s lips, like magic. “Besides, Ayaka, your face is bright red too!” “T-That’s because… it’s… it’s my first time… saying ‘I love you’ to a guy…” “Guh…!” Haruto couldn’t help but let out a strange laugh at Ayaka’s cuteness as she looked down and spoke shyly. “O-Okay, it’s your turn now, Haruto-kun!” Ayaka urged Haruto, who was desperately trying to return to a serious expression. “Do I have to?” “Y-Yes, you have to! If you don’t practice properly, the lie will be exposed!” Haruto said, clinging to a ray of hope, but Ayaka immediately denied him. Even if they didn’t do this practice, it was highly unlikely the lie about their relationship would be exposed. On the contrary, Haruto couldn’t shake the feeling that if they mastered this practice, a weird couple, specifically a couple of lovey-dovey idiots, would be born. Haruto pressed his hand against the corner of his mouth, which was still stuck in a grin, and subtly peeked at Ayaka’s expression. Saying what she did just now must have been quite embarrassing for her as well, as her face was redder than he had ever seen it. She went that far to say it; he couldn’t just not say it himself.
Resolved, Haruto took a few small, discreet breaths, then tightened his facial muscles, forcing a serious expression. Perhaps because he was suppressing a grin with all his might, his eyes naturally became intense. “…Ayaka.” When he called her name, she looked startled and stared intently into his eyes. “I like you too, Ayaka.” The moment he said it, Haruto felt his body temperature shoot up. Perhaps this was the state they called ‘feeling like your face is on fire.’ He felt like he could fry an egg on his forehead right now. Suffering from such embarrassment, Haruto felt anxious about Ayaka’s complete lack of reaction. The moment she heard Haruto’s words, Ayaka froze completely, eyes wide open. “Ayaka? Hello? Ayaka? Ayaka-san?” Haruto called her name several times. “—! Wh-What is it, Haruto-kun?” Ayaka blinked her eyes rapidly, startled back to reality by Haruto’s call. “Um, how was it? Did that sound like a normal couple to you, Ayaka?” “Ah… um… Sorry, I think I might have blacked out for a moment.” “Huh?!… Seriously?” Haruto was dumbfounded, his most embarrassing words in his entire life, uttered with immense shame, were apparently not even remembered. “I-I’m sorry… So, um… could you say it again?” “No way, no way, no way! I’d die of embarrassment if I did that!” Haruto refused, waving his hands. Ayaka put her hands together and pleaded with him. “Please! Just one more time! Please?” Ayaka tilted her clasped hands slightly, peeked her face through, and asked with an upward gaze. “…” At her adorable gesture, Haruto almost nodded, but he managed to hold back. Seeing Haruto wouldn’t nod, Ayaka made a suggestion. “Okay. If Haruto-kun says it one more time, I’ll also say ‘I love you’ one more time. It’s not fair if Haruto-kun says it twice and I only say it once, right?” “No, that’s not the issue…” “No?” “…Fine… Okay, I’ll say it one more time, but listen properly this time, okay?” “Yeah, I’m listening properly.” Ayaka nodded repeatedly, and Haruto, after taking a deep breath once more, spoke with determination. “Ayaka, I like you.” “Hah…” The moment she heard Haruto’s words, a sound like a sigh or a breath escaped Ayaka’s lips. She looked down with a bright red face, then after a while, she looked up and said to Haruto with an embarrassed smile. “I love Haruto-kun very much too!”
Haruto’s thought process completely blew away the moment Ayaka’s statement was delivered with a shy expression. In a corner of his brain, which wasn’t functioning normally, Haruto couldn’t help but think for a moment. Maybe being a couple of lovey-dovey idiots wasn’t so bad after all.
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The day after Haruto and Ayaka’s ‘couple’s practice.’ The sky was still before dawn, but Haruto woke up. He glanced at the clock by his pillow and, realizing it was far too early to be awake, closed his eyelids again, attempting to fall back asleep. However, his head was completely awake, and he didn’t feel like he could sleep at all. Resigned, Haruto, who had woken up at a very early hour, sat down at his desk to do his daily early morning studying, diligently writing with his mechanical pencil in his notebook. However, the concentration he usually maintained didn’t last long today; it broke off unusually quickly. “Damn it… I can’t concentrate…” Haruto muttered, the events of yesterday replaying in his mind since he woke up. Ayaka’s words, spoken with a beaming smile. ‘I love Haruto-kun very much too!’ Just remembering it made Haruto involuntarily grin. “Damn it… She’s too cute…” Haruto scratched his head with one hand, trying to distract himself from his pounding heart. Recalling yesterday’s couple’s practice, where they each said ‘I love you’ twice, Haruto thought. That was definitely not normal. Ayaka had said that normal couples exchange expressions of love matter-of-factly, but he was sure only couples who had been together for over half a century, like lovebirds, or fictional couples, could do that. Even if they repeated the practice from yesterday every day for a year, Haruto was confident he would still grin. “Where does Ayaka’s non-standard idea of a normal couple come from?” Talking to her in a commanding tone and casually whispering sweet nothings. If that were normal for couples, wouldn’t most real-life couples appear distant and cold? “Come to think of it, the bookshelf in Ayaka’s room…” Haruto recalled the bookshelf placed against the wall in her room and the way the books were arranged.
He hadn’t taken a close look at what books were there, but he remembered many of the spines were red, pink, and pale colors. “Maybe… maybe they’re all romance novels and shojo manga…” Then Haruto remembered Ayaka saying she had never had a boyfriend before. He didn’t know if she had any romantic experience. But if she had never had a boyfriend, how was she determining what was normal for couples? “Maybe she’s basing it on romance novels and manga?” It was possible. From their interactions so far, Haruto felt that she was somewhat naive and also quite girlish. Given Ayaka’s personality, there was a high possibility she was judging what was normal for couples based on fictional works. “If that’s the case, maybe it’s not good for Ayaka to hold the initiative in the ‘couple’s practice’ from now on…” At this rate, she was highly likely to demand things like ‘wall slams’ or ‘chin lifts.’ She might even suggest doing a ‘back hug’ eventually. This couple’s practice was something Ayaka had suggested to go along with Haruto’s lie. He was very grateful and appreciative that she would go this far for his lie. He felt bad about giving instructions to Ayaka, who was trying her best to act as his girlfriend. However, a couple’s practice based on fiction was something Haruto’s heart just couldn’t handle. “In the first place, it’s too much to ask for all that from someone who isn’t my real girlfriend. And practicing being a couple with a guy you don’t like must be painful…” Then Haruto remembered Ayaka’s beaming smile from yesterday. Do women smile like that at guys they don’t like? A question suddenly arose in Haruto’s mind. During the couple’s practice, Ayaka looked embarrassed, but she didn’t seem unhappy at all. In fact, she was actively engaging in the practice. “Does someone go that far for someone they don’t like… no, maybe Ayaka would…” At school, Ayaka didn’t seem to let guys get close, but she was very popular among girls. The fact that she was always surrounded by female friends suggested her good nature. “Ayaka seems like she can’t refuse requests.” Maybe she was just seriously trying to help him with his lie. Maybe she was thinking about it in her own way and trying to tackle the couple’s practice for that reason. Thinking that way, Haruto’s chest ached from the lie he had told.
“After all, it would be better to just be honest with Grandma and stop this lie right away, wouldn’t it?” Haruto said out loud. However, he also realized that a part of his heart didn’t want to change the current relationship with Ayaka. If this lie disappeared, Ayaka wouldn’t be his girlfriend anymore… “Ah, seriously! I’m the worst… What am I thinking…” Haruto ran both hands through his hair in frustration, falling into self-loathing for his foolishness, knowing this situation with the fake relationship was wrong but still not wanting to change it. He had thought so much that his thoughts became jumbled. Haruto leaned back deeply in his chair and stared blankly out the window. The sky, which was dark when he woke up, had become quite bright without him noticing. “Haa, time to make breakfast…” It was almost time for his grandmother to wake up. Haruto closed the textbook he hadn’t made much progress on, stood up from his chair, stretched, and left his room.
After finishing breakfast with his grandmother, Haruto returned to his room to continue the studying he hadn’t been able to do that morning. However, his room’s air conditioner was still acting up, and with the sun up and the temperature rising, he found it difficult to concentrate on studying. Already feeling restless because of Ayaka, Haruto quickly gave up on studying. He picked up his smartphone, which he had tossed onto his desk, exchanged a few messages on a messaging app, and then got ready to go out.
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“Man, food paid for by someone else tastes the best!” Haruto’s best friend, Tomoya Akagi, took a big bite of the large hamburger Haruto had treated him to, with a beaming smile. “It’s a thank you for picking up Grandma from the hospital. Don’t hold back, order whatever you want.” “Seriously?! Okay, can I add a big size of fries?” “Go ahead.” Haruto, unable to concentrate due to worrying about Ayaka, had come to a hamburger chain restaurant with Tomoya. Haruto was paying for everything here as a thank you to Tomoya, who had gone to pick up his grandmother when Haruto was sick in bed with a cold. “Grandma was really thankful, too. She said she wants you to come over sometime and she’ll make you your favorite ohagi.” “Whoa!! That seriously gets me hyped!! I’ll go to Haru’s place again sometime.” Tomoya said, looking genuinely happy, and took a long sip of his set drink.
After that, Haruto and Tomoya ate their orders and exchanged casual conversation. Recently, Haruto had been busy with housework at the Tojo house, going to the movies with Ayaka, and visiting the Animal Crossing park, so it had been a while since he last saw Tomoya. His best friend looked at Haruto, who was eating a cheese-filled hamburger, with a knowing grin. “Speaking of which, Haru-san. Any progress with Tojo-san since then?” At his best friend’s words, Haruto’s shoulder twitched, and he stopped eating his hamburger. “Hmm? Is that reaction a sign of progress? Hmm?” “Progress… No, this isn’t progress… Nothing in particular.”
“Yes, there is! What’s with that reaction?! It makes me super curious!” Tomoya pointed the fry he was about to eat at Haruto emphatically. In response, Haruto made a troubled expression, as if deciding whether to tell him or not. “No… Sorry, I haven’t quite sorted out my feelings yet… I can’t talk about it yet.” “Ohh, you’re one of those…” Tomoya slowly brought the fry he had pointed at Haruto to his own mouth, giving him a scrutinizing look. As if to escape his best friend’s gaze, Haruto conspicuously changed the subject. “By the way, is the band practice going well?” Seeing Haruto had completely gone into defensive mode, Tomoya sighed once with an “Haa,” then replied. “Of course it is! …Or I’d like to say that, but hey Haru, listen to this…” He sensed intuitively from Tomoya’s troubled face that this was going to be troublesome. He glanced away, realizing he had chosen the wrong topic, and reached for Tomoya’s fries. “Hey! Don’t ignore me! Your best friend is in trouble!” “Sorry, Tomoya. I can’t help you. My bad.” “No, I haven’t said anything yet!” Ignoring his protesting friend, Haruto single-mindedly brought the fries to his mouth. Seeing this, Tomoya grabbed the bag of fries and protested loudly, “You’re gonna finish my fries!!” “I went to pick up Haru’s grandma for you, didn’t I? Are you gonna ignore your best friend’s problems? You won’t, right? ‘Cause Haru is my best friend, right?” “…Alright! Alright! What’s bothering you?” Cornered by Tomoya hitting a sore spot, Haruto gave in and agreed to listen to his problem. “You know how I’m in a band with guys from other schools?” “Yeah.” “And the guy who’s our vocalist, he goes to some really amazing private school, but they seem to have really strict school rules there.” “Hmm. Is that a problem?” “Major problem, big problem. That school bans band activities like ours.” Tomoya said with a sigh, his shoulders slumping. “Apparently, if the vocalist gets caught by the school, the worst case is expulsion.” “Seriously? Expulsion just for being in a band? That’s way too strict.” Haruto looked a little surprised, and Tomoya sighed again, “Haa.” “Bands like ours, you know, are an unwelcome presence to rigid people. They have this image of us making loud, raucous noise, smoking, drinking, and acting wild.” “No, nobody thinks that way these days.”
“You’d be surprised?” Saying that, Tomoya finished the remaining drink with a wistful expression, then uttered a theatrical line like, “Our sound has always been oppressed throughout history.” “Well, it sounds tough, but hang in there.” Haruto casually offered words of encouragement, and Tomoya looked at him sharply. “This summer, our band has been working hard practicing for the school festival performance!” “Oh, uh.” Haruto replied, somewhat pushed by Tomoya’s sudden impassioned tone. “And despite all that! Don’t you think it would be pitiful if we couldn’t perform on the day of the school festival because the vocalist is absent!” “W-Well, that is…” “So, if the vocalist isn’t there, then, Haru, I’m counting on you.” Tomoya grinned brightly and gave Haruto a thumbs-up. Haruto gave his best friend a dispirited look. “…Fine, as a last resort, if there’s absolutely no other choice, then I’ll consider it.” “Heh heh, Haru, you’re so kind, aren’t you?” Tomoya smiled broadly, and Haruto briefly replied, “Shut up,” reaching for Tomoya’s fries again. Haruto slowly chewed on the fries and then casually spoke to his best friend. “Hey, Tomoya.” “Hm?” “Can I ask you for some advice too?” “Oh? What is it?” Tomoya’s eyes lit up, and he leaned forward. Haruto thought for a moment, then slowly began to speak. “Um… When you had a girlfriend… what did you guys do when you were alone together?” “Huh? What’s that? What do you mean?” Tomoya looked bewildered by Haruto’s question. “No, I mean. You had a girlfriend before, right, Tomoya?” “Yeah.” “When you did, how did you interact with your girlfriend?” “How did I interact… Like, we just went on dates?” Unable to grasp the intent of Haruto’s question, Tomoya answered hesitantly. Hearing his friend’s words, Haruto nodded slightly and said, “I see.” “Right, dates…”. Indeed, couples go on dates. Haruto, who was concerned that continuing the couple’s practice in the enclosed space of Ayaka’s room would definitely lead them straight down the path of a lovey-dovey idiot couple, decided he would ask Ayaka out on a date next. The danger lay in doing the ‘couple’s practice’ in the closed space of Ayaka’s room. However, if they practiced being a couple on a date, they would be outside and surrounded by people, so they wouldn’t be able to do anything too bold.
They should be able to practice a pure, proper, and modest couple’s relationship. “Thanks, Tomoya. That was really helpful.” “Oh, uh… You’re welcome? Wait, are you… maybe…” Tomoya looked at him with a probing gaze, and Haruto started single-mindedly shoving fries into his mouth again. “Stop! You’re gonna finish my fries!!” Tomoya’s protesting voice echoed through the busy fast-food restaurant during lunchtime.
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It was a summer afternoon, and the strong sunlight streamed in through the windows of the room. However, while the windows let in the sunlight, the heat wasn’t felt much. As expected, perhaps the windows of a luxurious mansion were high-performance. Haruto thought such things, looking outside with a bit of escapism. Ayaka, with shining eyes, spoke to him. “Hey, Haruto-kun? Are you listening?” “Ah, sorry… I was thinking about something. Can you say it again?” “Normal couples often give each other lap pillows, I think.” “Is… Is that so?” Following from last time, Ayaka’s non-standard idea of what was normal for couples was once again in full swing today. Apparently, today it was lap pillows. He wasn’t saying couples who gave each other lap pillows didn’t exist. Couples probably did give each other lap pillows sometimes. However, regarding the frequency, Haruto couldn’t agree with Ayaka’s opinion. Nevertheless, it seemed Ayaka was convinced that couples in the world constantly gave each other lap pillows. “That’s right! So, let’s practice lap pillows today!” Ayaka suggested to Haruto, looking very motivated with a determined sound but also containing a lot of embarrassment. “Um… if I may be so bold as to ask… this is practice to make sure Grandma doesn’t figure out the lie, right?” “Yes, that’s right.” “Then, we won’t need to give lap pillows in front of Grandma, so I feel bad asking you to practice that far…” Haruto tried to steer the conversation subtly towards avoiding the practice. However, Ayaka, whether she understood his intention or not, tried to force through the lap pillow practice. “Even if we don’t do it in front of Grandma, I think there’s a couple’s atmosphere that can only be achieved by doing these things regularly. Having that would make it more realistic, right?” “Well… That’s… It would certainly make it more realistic.” Haruto unintentionally nodded at Ayaka’s explanation.
Was she a perfectionist? Ayaka was completely trying to embody the role of Haruto’s girlfriend. Maybe she’d be surprisingly good as an actress. Ayaka spoke to Haruto, who was thinking such things, with a little fidgeting. “S-So… which one of us will lie down first?” “Ah… okay, then I’ll be the pillow first.” Haruto, who had ended up agreeing to practice lap pillows, chose to be the pillow first. Compared to putting his head on Ayaka’s thigh, he felt he could endure being the pillow himself a little better. Eventually, they would switch, and he would have to get a lap pillow from her, but he wasn’t mentally prepared yet. “Okay, I got it. Um… Oh, it’s easier to give a lap pillow if you’re sitting on something rather than just on cushions, right?” “Indeed, but there aren’t any places where we can both sit together…” Ayaka’s room didn’t have a sofa or anything similar. Therefore, there was only one place where they could both sit together. As Haruto looked at that spot, Ayaka also looked in the same direction. “Then… should we move to the bed for a moment?” “…Right… Okay.” Haruto nodded hesitantly, then moved towards the bed. Ayaka followed him silently. “…” “…S-So, lap pillow… go ahead.” After they both sat down on the bed side-by-side, Haruto offered his thigh to Ayaka. “U-Uh… E-Excuse me…” Saying this, Ayaka slowly and hesitantly rested her head on Haruto’s thigh. “…How is it?” Since Ayaka was lying with her head facing the opposite direction, Haruto could only see the back of her head and couldn’t see her expression. “…It might be a little harder than I expected…” Ayaka murmured softly. “Sorry. I was tensing my leg…” It seemed his thigh had tensed up due to nervousness, so Haruto made a conscious effort to relax it. “Ah, it got a little softer.” Saying that, Ayaka moved her head around slightly, grinding a little, searching for a comfortable spot. Every time Ayaka’s head moved on his thigh, Haruto felt a strange ticklish sensation and looked upwards. For a while, Ayaka moved her head slightly, but eventually she seemed to find a good spot and stopped moving her head. “How is it? My lap pillow.” “…Yeah. It might be good.” He still couldn’t see Ayaka’s expression as she answered, but he could somewhat guess her feelings from the fact that her ear, visible through her hair, was bright red.
Haruto himself, for that matter, was currently in a state where his heart was pounding like a rapid bell. He slowly lowered the gaze he had consciously directed upwards. And the moment he saw Ayaka’s head resting on his thigh in his field of vision, he was driven by an urge. He wanted to stroke her head… Ayaka’s well-shaped head. Her flowing hair spread out on Haruto’s thigh, shimmering flaxen in the light filtering through the window. It would feel very pleasant to run his fingers through her hair. “…Ayaka.” “Hm?” “…No, never mind.” “Huh? What is it? If there’s something, please feel free to say it?” “Well, um… Can I… stroke your head?” After a slight pause, Ayaka replied to Haruto’s question. “…Yeah, okay.” Having gotten her permission, Haruto slowly reached out his hand towards Ayaka’s head. The moment Haruto’s hand touched her, a twitching vibration transmitted to his thigh. “If you don’t like it, tell me right away, and I’ll stop.” “…No, it’s okay. I don’t, dislike it.” Haruto’s heart fluttered at Ayaka’s reply, and he gently stroked Ayaka’s head. Ayaka’s silky smooth hair flowed softly through Haruto’s palm. The sensation was very comfortable, and Haruto gently and slowly stroked Ayaka’s head. “How is it?” “It’s a little… ticklish… but… it feels really… comfortable.” Ayaka’s ear, which was visible, had become even redder than before he started stroking her head. For the next few minutes. Haruto stroked Ayaka’s head while she rested on his lap. “Haruto-kun… should we switch… soon?” “Ah, yeah. Okay.” The sensation of stroking Ayaka’s head was so comfortable that Haruto had slightly lost track of time. Ayaka, who had risen from Haruto’s thigh, looked at Haruto while still looking slightly down. “Next, Haruto-kun, you lie down.” Ayaka, saying that, had not only her face but also her neck flushed red. It seemed that giving a lap pillow and having her head stroked had caused her considerable embarrassment. Feeling a little apologetic, Haruto bowed his head to Ayaka. “Sorry, I got carried away and even stroked your head.”
“N-No, it’s totally fine! Besides, I’ll get to stroke Haruto-kun’s head too!” Ayaka waved her hands vigorously, her face bright red. “Is… Is it okay? For me to stroke your head too?” “Well… I stroked Ayaka’s head so much, I can’t really refuse, can I?” Haruto forced a wry smile to hide his embarrassment. At his words, Ayaka smiled happily and lightly patted her thigh. “Yes, go ahead.” Invited innocently by Ayaka, Haruto glanced at her thigh. “Maybe my head is too heavy, and your legs might go numb, so maybe we should stop—” “It’s totally fine. Yes, go ahead.” Ayaka said, cutting off Haruto’s words with a bright smile. Behind her gentle smile, Haruto keenly felt the pressure that said, “You’re not getting away?” “…O-Okay… excuse me.” “Yes, welcome.” Haruto lay down beside Ayaka, then slowly lowered his head and rested it on Ayaka’s thigh. “…Is it heavy?” After resting his head to some extent, Haruto asked Ayaka. “No… it’s okay. How about you, Haruto-kun?” “Uh… It’s good.” Haruto’s first lap pillow experience in his life. Moreover, the person was Ayaka, rumored to be the cutest girl at school. Haruto, a high school boy right in the middle of puberty, felt a mixture of embarrassment, but the majority of his emotions were filled with something like happiness. However, while there was certainly a feeling of happiness, when asked if the lap pillow itself was comfortable, a slight doubt arose. “Is it really not heavy? Aren’t your legs getting numb?” “Not at all, it’s totally fine.” Haruto constantly worried about Ayaka’s legs. Ayaka’s thigh was, indeed, wonderfully soft and attractive, but when he rested his head on it, it sank in more than Haruto had imagined, making him very anxious about whether his blood flow was being cut off. He didn’t know how much weight he could put on it, and by trying to support his head awkwardly, his neck was starting to hurt a little. Just as Haruto began to think his neck might get stiff if he continued like this, Ayaka spoke to him from above. “Hey… Can I stroke your head?” “Ah, yeah… Go ahead.” When Haruto replied, Ayaka’s slightly cool fingertips gently entwined in Haruto’s hair. “Haruto-kun, your hair is quite soft, isn’t it?” “Is it?” “Yeah, I feel like stroking your head might become a habit.”
“…Getting my head stroked is embarrassing, so if possible, I’d prefer it didn’t become a habit…” “Ehh~” Haruto forced a wry smile at Ayaka’s very disappointed voice. If she stroked his head frequently, he might go bald from embarrassment. As Haruto was thinking such things, Ayaka gently placed her hand on the side of his head and said. “Haruto-kun, aren’t you a little tense?” “Huh? Oh… I was thinking my head might be a bit heavy.” “Like I said before, it’s not heavy at all, so you can relax? It’s really okay. More relaxed, please?” “I-Is that so? …Okay… then…” Told that by Ayaka, Haruto, albeit hesitantly, gradually relaxed his body. And after completely relaxing and resting the entire weight of his head on Ayaka’s thigh, Haruto confirmed again. “Is it not heavy? Are you okay?” “Yeah. I’m fine.” When Haruto said that, looking at Ayaka out of the corner of his eye, she looked down at him with a warm smile. Ayaka, seen from her thigh, somehow looked cuter than usual to Haruto, and he quickly averted his gaze. Ayaka let out a small chuckle at Haruto’s reaction. And then, she began to gently stroke his head. Ayaka stroked his head repeatedly, with gentle touches. The sensation of her hand was very comfortable, and at the same time, an equal amount of self-consciousness welled up. Haruto took slow, deep breaths, trying to maintain his composure. Then, Ayaka took an action that greatly disturbed his heart. “Oh, Haruto-kun, you have good luck ears.” Saying that, Ayaka moved the hand that was stroking his head and gently pinched Haruto’s earlobe, gently squeezing it as if enjoying the feel. “—?!” Having had almost no experience of someone touching his earlobe before, Haruto involuntarily flinched at the unfamiliar sensation. “Ah, I’m sorry. Was that ticklish?” “No… it wasn’t ticklish, but…” “Then, can I touch it a little more?” Haruto replied, slightly stumbling over his words, to Ayaka who asked as if pleading. “…It’s okay, but does it feel that good to touch?” “Yeah! It feels amazing!” Ayaka replied with a very bright smile, and Haruto, unable to say no, silently continued to have his earlobe gently squeezed. Then, Ayaka, who had been touching Haruto’s earlobe without getting bored, suddenly let slip a comment.
“Somehow… Haruto-kun’s ear… it’s starting to look delicious…” “…Don’t bite it, okay?” “Huh? U-Uh… I… I wouldn’t go that far yet…” A sense of crisis welled up in Haruto, wondering if “not yet” meant she would eventually bite it. Before that happened, he had to correct the trajectory of this couple’s practice from the lovey-dovey couple path to the pure, proper, and modest couple path. While being given a lap pillow by Ayaka, Haruto strongly etched that thought into his heart.